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after him ..
i tell to myself..
i wont give my heart to other ppl..
but..
i can't do it..
i give it again..
a boy..
he..is 24 drum leader..
tat day he at xiao qing perform..
very nice..
afetr tat..tuck help we be a fren..
tat day last skul day..
we go canteen in first rest..
they call he sit my right in front..
me n he oso dun noe wan to said wat..
so shy>< after tat we go back to class..
tat nite..me n he msn again..
in msn we so talk so happy~
but my feel is gt some ai mei in there..
my all fren oso said he like me..
but i dun noe..i dun noe wat he thinking..
i just noe i like him..until love him..
i dun noe now he n me de relation..
but is oso dun wan to noe..
i scare i get hurt..
but he happy thn me oso happy~
^^

monday i wan go singapore jor..
can't online..
now online is me so happy de thing..
cause can chat with him~hehe^^